i bought new navigation system based on PocketPC. it somewhat lacks of features. but the GPS works fine. i’ll try it for my tokyo business trip, starting from tomorrow. (i can’t install bejeweled, because its os is windows CE 5.0, oh, god!)

see you!

old-fashioned comedy, not much to say. why they don’t try to kill the boss? it’ll be more fun..

anyway, oh, how tea leoni(wife of david duchovny) is changed.. only four years have passed since "the family man" with nicolas cage. she was very charm, and showed attractive smiles. i feel so sorry..

can you be there just what i remember? please promise me you will not be changed..

do you know what makes you happy?or what make you bore?

happiness is just what you feel, so if you do something against your freewill, it must be dull. so you know how to be happy! just do what you want, that’s all. but it’s not that easy job. because it can’t ensure your happiness at all. there are two reasons for that. first, you may get you want, even if you do your best. (like an entrance exam) second, you even don’t know what to want. you can get what you aim with much effort, but achived result does not always satisfy your expectation. (like some titles..)

not only strong freewill, you need some technic or genius  for living a happy life.

but i still believe there’s a girl who makes me happy forever just standing by me. because i’m a romantist

人生を面白くするのは何？
退屈にするのは？

幸せって自分が感じるものだから。。
一応自分の意志と関係ないことすると
それは本当に退屈なのね。。

でも、自分が好きなことばかりやったって
そんな簡単には面白くならないよ。
自分が望むようにならないことが
多いし(受験みたいにね）実は自分が
何を望めばいいかも良く分からないからさ。。
精一杯努力して望んだものを手に入っても
実際つまらないものならそれは世界一
退屈なんだね。。

幸せになれるって意志だけじゃなく、
才能も技も必要なのよ。（もしかしてお金も？）
絶対簡単ではないんだ。

でも、世界には側にいるだけで
私を幸せにしてくれる人が
必ずいるとまだ信じてるんだ。
私はロマンチストだからさ。

인생을 신나게 하는게 무얼까? 재미없게 하는건?

요즘들어 진지하게 생각하고 있는 테마중 하나다. 왜 진지하냐면, 주변에서 인생이 재미없다고 하는 불만을 너무 많이 듣고 있기 때문이다.

대부분의 사람들은 위험하기에 변화를 싫어한다. 그리고 현재 상황에 아무 불만이 없는 경우도 변화를 받아들이려 하지 않는다. 그뿐아니라 변화를 어떻게 해야하는지 모르는 사람도 있고, 변화를 생각할 여유가 없는 경우도 있다. 이런저런 이유로 능동적으로 변화에 참여하지 않는 사람은 항상 정해진 일상을 반복할 수밖에 없다.

문제는 세상은 자기가 싫든 좋든 변화한다는 것이다. 정해진 일상에 충실하다 해도, 얼마 안있어 그 일상 자체가 구식이 되버리는  것이다. 그러면 인생이 한없이 재미없어진다.

세상의 변화에 맞춰 자신의 행복에 관한 요구를 파악하고 따라가야한다. 혹은 시대를 초월하는 가치를 추구한다거나.. 어느쪽이든 무척 어려운 일이다. 끊임없는 노력이 필요하다.

그렇지만 세상엔 살아가기 위해 살아가는 것처럼 보이는, 자신의 행복같은건 아무래도 상관없다고 생각하는 사람들도 있는데, 간혹 그런 사람을 만나면 무슨 표정을 지어보여야 할지 모르겠다.

안녕, 잘 있었어? 라고 하면 될까?

i can’t recommend this drama because it’s not ended up at all(22 episodes only for beginning). but there are a handsome & clever guy and two kind girls. (these two girls are not dumb, but too kind, so easily deceived by bad guys..)

are there another funny dramas or movies that get me excited? any kind of recommends will be welcomed! thanx!

my favorite ( or i can say it’s the only one) pc game, i’ve enjoyed to play, heroes of might and magic’s new version is released in Jan, 2006. oh, why i didn’t notice it, too sad..

this time HoMM is returned with 3D visual. i saw the title movie, and its visual and sound effect was great ever! but i couldn’t start the game because of the innate bug. oh, come on, what did you do, ubi soft? if it doesn’t work in my panasonic notebook, i can’t recommend to anyone..

maybe it’s time to buy a good pc for 3D game or just it’s time to quit the game

it takes 5 or more seconds when i test something using the splendid jUnit toolkit on my eclipse 3.2 with callisto, so now i need more cpu power for TDD. (TDD is the key of next generation development) to be focus only on development, test time should be less than 3 seconds.

i researched current cpu markets and found that soon there’ll be intel’s core duo 2 cpu, code-name conroe, ensures magnificient perfomance enhance,  in 3rd quarter of 2006. but that improvement are only a story of a cpu side.

it may take two or three year for 64bit and dual or quatro core cpu market’ll be matured. this is not only for price, but also for 64bit, multi-processor support softwares including os.. (there’s few of 64bit applications in the market.)

there are many kind of problems when using 64bit cpu. do you know there’s no flash plugin for 64bit linux? only that reason, i can’t use 64 bit distribution linux now.. -_-;; kill me.. (i need itunes, flickr uploadr, MS office(excel, word, power point, onenote), and Nate On messenger for linux.. if that can be  done, there’ll be no reason to use ms windows..)

it’s not a good time to buy a new pc. vista and conroe will change the market drastically. so i’d better wait for the quad cpu

perfect music, especially chaconne is my personal best. i feel some passions with no regret. but it requires good audio system(tube amp) because violin is a string instrument(i learned sound engineering from university). tr amp can’t produce a good sound for string instrument(except class A). i have to earn more money!

girls in green grass, originally uploaded by lazy fri13th.

cheerful little girls in green grass. they didn’t notice me, because my 77mm lens was so small

although i’m not a lolita complex guy, this pic reminds me of some cute girl who loves green

new version of mplayer is available since 11, Jun, 2006.
it takes a year for new version, so a lot of parts are changed

http://mplayerhq.com/

it compiled so well in my openSuSE 10.1, unlike previous version ^_^;
just type like this

./configure
./make
./sudo make install

that’s all!

and in order to view MS media format, you have to download essential codecs package, it can be downloaded from same page. copy all codecs to /usr/local/lib/codecs

what i want is just playing wma to my firefox 1.5, so i installed mplayer-plugin too

http://mplayerplug-in.sourceforge.net/

it needs gecko sdk 1.8 when you compile, you can get  it from YaST or apt or ports or anything your modern os package manager.

./configure
./make

and

cp mplayerplug-in*.so /usr/lib/firefox/plugins
cp mplayerplug-in*.xpt /usr/lib/firefox/components

yeah! baby, yeah! you can see windows media format file is played in your linux firefox machine!

P.S. auto-play is not supported because of security problem. you have to right-click the mplayer module and select play.

delldesknote_6, originally uploaded by voxefx.

20 inch notebook from dell (is this a notebook, really?)
just a monster level, perfect for av life.

but because of the mobile limitation the cpu power is so, so.. odd is not blue-ray nor hd-dvd, also.

yeah, i can wait more!!

you can get more detailed info from here